Tuesday, August 20, 2019

What is the meaning of my life ?


You might know me personally or might have never heard of my existence.


It does not matter, Neither i chose to be born in this time of  human development nor the place i was born , the ethnicity i was or religion, country , gender , language or even my looks or even my Name.

You , who is reading also has no control on aforesaid options.

so in a way i am you.
or you are just like me.

So what, if you are 58 yrs or 28 yrs.So What if you are a man or woman, it doesn't matter which strata of society, country  you grew up in or what did you study in your education. Whether  you are atheist or follow a particular religion . 


I would say it makes no difference.


Because all of us sometimes wonder and ask for definite answer of the question that what is the meaning of my life ?


First thing first , that i am just like you so i too have no definite answer to it that what's meaning of  my life ?








Roughly we are 7.7 Billion of us. after 140 yrs none of us will be here.Death is a true thing ,none of us can escape it . so what will happen after 140 yrs ? when none of us will be here .


Since the time Human became a Homo sapience from apes , in total roughly 80 Billion  people have taken birth  n died.


It is their  efforts n understanding what has brought us here today over all those years.

Whether it is 7.7 Billion population of today or the construction n creation of mankind on planet earth, or in space.

So, 80 Billions human life in all  those years from creation of planet earth we have reached here.


This warrants no dispute that compare to the size of universe planet earth is ridiculously small.


so far there hasn't been any valid proofs of life anywhere except earth. 


The most modern and advanced scientific belief is that there is so much unknown universe that planet earth might never know in its life time.


I repeat planet earth, not you & me.


When there are so much unknown , which will be always unknown.

When 80 Billion of human  lives  couldn't know it til yet.
and I guess another 80 Billion may not know it, Then how can you or me know for definite what is the meaning of my life ?

Joy and pain , Failure and success , loss or gain has been there , is here n will be there in our life journey till we leave this body.


When I search  for joy, success and gain  or when I face loss, pain and failure .

I know one this for sure that THIS TOO SHALL PASS.



Am I weaving net for no reason every day n keeping myself busy ? as an ostrich who has hidden it's face in  sand thinking the storm is not there.


How can someone digest the fact that there have been 80  Billion human lives so far n still we don't know for definite meaning of human life, or size of universe.



I might sound as if I m advocating  all to commit suicide soon. but no that's not the point of this writing. It might seem , as if  I need psychiatrist sessions  but honestly , Are not psychiatrist on same page as me.






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